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Love you much much!

23 Sept 2009 was well spent with the weirddos ♥ Lins, Hafiz, Nian, Awan, Yat, Zahid, Nash, Jazil and Dula.

Meetup time: 3pm@Admiralty Place.

Jay-Z, Bangs, Bibs, DulsLins♥

Juraimi, Azman

Alaalaalaaa sweeetnyerr (;

Bojan, Lins, PakiLamest JinxSalims

Evergreen vs Siling -.-

Like always, 3pm means 4pm then everyone will be there to head off to our destination. But this time worst. At almost 3, Nash came to my place. To wake up me and my bro who’s soundly asleep. Of course lah kene maki kan. I rushed like mad only to find out that we were the first few to reach. Yes, these weird people can be very irritating when it comes to punctuality. That includes me. Hehe. We then headed to Orchard,Ion to shop while we wait for Jinx to arrive. And chey chey chey chey, dier dah abg sachok uh! Nk masok NS katerkan. Haha. Soon after, the stomachs  were grumbling like no body’s business. Jazil was bugging for food. Headed to Far East, Cahaya where all fried rice taste the same. Be it Beef, Chicken or Seafood. And the spicy wasnt spicy enough for us.  Next stop, Fourskins. Almost half of them loveeeee Fourskins which I dont know why. Especially Nash. I bought High Waist Jeans and Leopard Print Leggings. Next plan was to watch a movie together. Not really good idea afterall, cause the movie we catch was long and draggy. Everytime I watch a movie with them, it always felt like a Hindustan movie that last at least 3 hours. Irritating, yes. While in the movie, we had to rush to catch the last train. Cause if not, we’ll be sleeping at the streets aimlessly. Had supper at Mac and met up with Loverboy before heading back home.

Thursday, I skipped work. Yeah! -.- And accompanied Loverboy to Acer to get back his lappie before going off for his training while I shopped with Sabrina and did a little catch up.  Loverboy had dinner with his boys and we went to get his sexy boxers. Hehe.

Friday. Work was a bored. Why? Because the supervisor of the day was Ronny the Gigi! His face was a turn off seriously. Dee and I had wild imaginations of him in bed. Hahaha! Shhhh… Dee, its a secret.

Saturday, Hari Raya with family.

Now, Sunday, at work (Malay Heritage) and feeling completely bored and hungry. Now I need to smoke!

Good bye (:

The outing was fun. Despite the times, I felt kinda out of place. But it was alright. Not until when the night come and spoilt the whole mood. I hate Liars but yeaah problem solved after almost a week acting cold. We’re a happy couple still.

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Hello netizens! I haven’t been updating this rusty blog for quite sometimes. Oh well, happy and sad happenings went on during the past few weeks.  Let’s rewind slowly, and that if i remember.

Home.

Lately, due to the cleaning up of house somehow, my family got closer. This year, the King and Queen seems to be getting a lot of new stuffs for the house. Paint jobs. Exchanging of rooms and furnitures. New telly. Well basically, my house have a new look to welcome my sister who’s coming back from Egypt for real. We’ve been talking alot to decide what and how things should be. Not that my family isnt close just that it got even closer and funnier. Even Loverboy became a part of us. He spent almost every night at my place chilling with my family till Sahur. Sometimes, King and Loverboy will end up talking to each other about ‘i-dont-even-want-to-know-what’. The worst part would be when my parents talk about my younger days to him. Seriously embarrassing.

Cliques.

 I met with the clique on 090909. Syam, Fad, Zaidi, Mar, Aziean, Alif, Razif, Fauzan, Fatin, Zubair, Loverboy and late-Nazri. We only get to meet each other and chill together during Ramadhan and Hari Raya cause thats the only time everyone spares a time for each other. But this year will be different. Without our energetic Nazri, it wont be as fun. But no point, regretting and feeling sad, cause I’m pretty sure that He wont want us to be like this. Life still have to go on. Just know that you’ll always be in our hearts always. That outing was definitely a memory I’ll keep and treasure. Though it was just a simple break fast and chill out at Starbucks together. But the moments of laughing about our past was really fun. And I’m pretty sure it drew a smile to our faces at the end of the day. Pictures will be uploaded real soon(:

Weirddos.

The break fast outing everyone was waiting for. On the 12Sept, the day I lost Nazri, I still went on with the plans I made with the weirddos. Though I haven had my sleep and many thoughts were running in my mind that time, weirddos made it all easier. Cause every thing they do make me laugh. Make me forget the hurt and sorrow I felt after losing a goodfriend. We went Geylang to get my baju kurung and my brother’s before breaking fast by the road. We then proceed to Grandlink to sing our hearts out. Before the guys turned the place into a moshing pit -.- I even managed to grabbed a nap while they were screaming like mad.  Cause I was tired. Some almost lost their voices, we then trained back to Admiralty and have supper at Woodlands Mart Mac. In the train, some of them caught me drooling on Loverboy’s shoulder. Heee. Okay. Eeuuw. With them, I always forget the miseries.

Work.

Yes, work is tiring. Its fun when you have fun people working with you. Colleagues are nice but one particular supervisor named Ronny is a bitch. Seriously, its different working when another supervisor called Serene is around. But when this jerk is in charge, he suck donkey’s balls. He will make the day at work the most boring-est (if there’s suck word) day ever. He have the ugliest teeth, cant even speak English properly, worst attitude and kanninabu-cheebye supervisor you can ever have. I dont like him at all. Go see a dentist at least. Other than that, work can be really fun without him. Laughters and funny jokes here and there. Loverboy and I even have time to pass short notes to each other. But recently, I haven been going to work. I’ve been finding replacement cause I’m lazy. Plus the thought of Raya dampens the mood of work. Hehe.

New babies.

Loverboy bought for me 2 little hamsters which he claims to be our babies. Bought them on the 27 August 2009. Rara and JayJay. They were the size of my pinky fingers at that point of time, but right now they are fat and big. I can spend the whole hour just staring at them. Its funny how an animal can entertain me. And yes, I’m loving them. I cant wait for them to make babies for me. Hehe. So that I can be a grandmama. Lol -.-

Loverboy.

This clown here never fails to amaze me. Hehe. And yes we do fight and have differences. But we managed to overcome problems. Though the part of fighting can be really nasty, I guess those fights indeed brought us closer together. On our 5th month, we went out with my brother and sister for shopping and this Baby here bought me a beautiful necklace which I vowed to wear always. Plus at last we got our rings. And yes, I’m loving every littlest time with him. And oh yes, I have a lot of things I wanna do with you after Raya.

• Our beautiful date *wink
• I wanna go Singapore Flyers with you
• I wanna go Zoo and Night Safari in a day with you
• I wanna spend the night gazing at stars at our ‘house’ with you
• I wanna train you how to eat spicy food. Hehe
• I wanna ride and drive around with you when October comes.
• I wanna go Escape Theme Park with you.
• I wanna have a movie marathon with you.
• I wanna make you love me like you always do.

Okay I wanna do alot of things with him. Plus, I’m suppose to be sleeping now. I only have less than 2 hours of sleep just now after Sahur not until my little sister came in my room and disturbed my beauty sleep. Causing me to be blogging like now. Okay this time round, I’m really heading to bed. Good morning! (:

I’ve lost a close friend. A lover. A soulmate. Md Nazri Bin Mahmod

Every moment spent with you will always be kept close to my heart. Cause you’ve been the reason I smile to everytime we meet. I regret for not spending enough time with you. I regret for not holding you close to me when you’re around. Everytime I think of you, memories about us always lingers at the back of my mind. How happy we were back then. I’m sorry for not being that perfect girl in your life. I’m sorry for breaking your heart. I regret much, Naz. And now that you’re gone, everyone knows that God loves you more.  Cause you became my best friend to lover to a soulmate I’ll forever remember.  I’ll miss you Nazri. Al-Fateha.

Marks starting of the month. And I’ve missed you.

Besides the fact, that I’ve been busy working for money, the other reason I’m gone is thanks to Understanding Test I’ve been having the past week. Mugging like no body’s business. And yes, its finally over. The last paper I just had just now. Everything would be better if I’ve attend school punctually and at least focus in class. But no point regretting, UT is over. Semester One is over and done with. Let’s look forward to a better class and better grades in Semester Two.

Ramadhan is here. Yes, fasting month. Which also mean that Hari Raya will be around the corner. (Baru puasa 4 hari dah nk fiker pasal raya -.-) Elder sis will be coming back for real this time. Kinda looking forward in living with her like before. Painted our room pink. Yes pink cause its a favourite color though deep down I wanted red badly. But the Queen said red makes my room look like a prostitute room. I have no idea where she gets that from. But ya, my room is as good as new now. Except my cupboard. Yet to replenish and revamp. I need money to come in fast so that I can put in more and more dresses and shirts in it. Okay I cant wait. 5th come fast please.

Now plans can come running in already. Break fast with weirddos soon. Meet up with Monster. Catching up with people who went MIA. Shop shop and more shopping. And basically spending time with that Loverboy like before.

I haven get the chance to break fast with my family yet. Thanks to the hectic work schedule. Though work can be fcukenly bored, at the end of the day, the money that pays. Its been a routine for us to get Ben and Jerry’s after or before work. Thanks to my brother. Sweet and Cream Cookie later please, b?

Okay I wanna sleep now. Cause I’m sleepy. Loverboy said that if there’s a job for sleeping, he bet that I’ll be earning alot of money -.- and ya he gets pretty lame sometime, thanks to me. Haha

Lets lie down and dream like we always do, can?

I was rather staring into space just now. Well not really into space, I was staring at that LoverBoy soundly asleep through webcam of course. There’s this sudden thought in me that asked “What’s love?” It took quite sometime for me to really figure that out. So here I am to share whatever’s in my dusty brain before I sahur.

Anyone and everyone knows that Love is something we feel. But how does it really feel actually? Can we see Love? Is Love only about missing, caring, sharing? Does Love means making us and the other party happy? Would Love last forever? So what does I Love You means? Do you know?

So take sometime to think and whats love… Cause I believe, we, humans love different things and have different aspect about Love.

To me, Love is the simplest thing yet the most difficult thing to understand. Many people say we should always let the one we love know that we love them simply by saying those 3 words. Be it Love, Miss, Care or whatsoever. So if we say it to almost everyone, to me then Love lost its value.I think and feel that we need to show Love, not say Love. Anyone soul can simply say the three words to you. And you dont even know if they mean it. But some people choose to keep silence and show instead. Like, I’m sure we dont say I love you to our parents and family everyday eventhough we know that we love them nonethelessly. Alternatively, we show. We show them we care. We show them we treasure. Thats a kind of Love which can never be measured. But though that, true enough just the word Love can make one happy. Like every time our other half say those three words, without hesitating we’ll say the 3 words with a too at the end right?

So here we can say that Love is in everyone’s mouth. We show people we love by saying we love them. Thus Love draw a smile to our faces and some to our hearts. Most people link Love with Care and Miss and many more of course. So does missing and caring means we’re loving that someone? You’ll say “Duhh!” But to me No. Missing is not Love. Just because I miss someone or something doesnt mean I love it/them. Wait a minute. To tell you the truth, I have no idea what I’m blabbering about now. Seriously. I lost the motive of writing this post. I think cause I’m hungry and want to head for Sahur now. Sorry netizens, I’ll continue my Love philosophy another time. Heeh!

To end, Love makes you smile and cry. Cause when you give yourself a chance to love, means you’re making space to cry.

Cause sometimes, I cant speak when things happen. But its something either I deal with it or leave it. Read me if you must. I’m sorry cause right now I still feel uneasy and dont wanna open up. Just be happy (: