srah*

Marks starting of the month. And I’ve missed you.

Besides the fact, that I’ve been busy working for money, the other reason I’m gone is thanks to Understanding Test I’ve been having the past week. Mugging like no body’s business. And yes, its finally over. The last paper I just had just now. Everything would be better if I’ve attend school punctually and at least focus in class. But no point regretting, UT is over. Semester One is over and done with. Let’s look forward to a better class and better grades in Semester Two.

Ramadhan is here. Yes, fasting month. Which also mean that Hari Raya will be around the corner. (Baru puasa 4 hari dah nk fiker pasal raya -.-) Elder sis will be coming back for real this time. Kinda looking forward in living with her like before. Painted our room pink. Yes pink cause its a favourite color though deep down I wanted red badly. But the Queen said red makes my room look like a prostitute room. I have no idea where she gets that from. But ya, my room is as good as new now. Except my cupboard. Yet to replenish and revamp. I need money to come in fast so that I can put in more and more dresses and shirts in it. Okay I cant wait. 5th come fast please.

Now plans can come running in already. Break fast with weirddos soon. Meet up with Monster. Catching up with people who went MIA. Shop shop and more shopping. And basically spending time with that Loverboy like before.

I haven get the chance to break fast with my family yet. Thanks to the hectic work schedule. Though work can be fcukenly bored, at the end of the day, the money that pays. Its been a routine for us to get Ben and Jerry’s after or before work. Thanks to my brother. Sweet and Cream Cookie later please, b?

Okay I wanna sleep now. Cause I’m sleepy. Loverboy said that if there’s a job for sleeping, he bet that I’ll be earning alot of money -.- and ya he gets pretty lame sometime, thanks to me. Haha

Lets lie down and dream like we always do, can?

I was rather staring into space just now. Well not really into space, I was staring at that LoverBoy soundly asleep through webcam of course. There’s this sudden thought in me that asked “What’s love?” It took quite sometime for me to really figure that out. So here I am to share whatever’s in my dusty brain before I sahur.

Anyone and everyone knows that Love is something we feel. But how does it really feel actually? Can we see Love? Is Love only about missing, caring, sharing? Does Love means making us and the other party happy? Would Love last forever? So what does I Love You means? Do you know?

So take sometime to think and whats love… Cause I believe, we, humans love different things and have different aspect about Love.

To me, Love is the simplest thing yet the most difficult thing to understand. Many people say we should always let the one we love know that we love them simply by saying those 3 words. Be it Love, Miss, Care or whatsoever. So if we say it to almost everyone, to me then Love lost its value.I think and feel that we need to show Love, not say Love. Anyone soul can simply say the three words to you. And you dont even know if they mean it. But some people choose to keep silence and show instead. Like, I’m sure we dont say I love you to our parents and family everyday eventhough we know that we love them nonethelessly. Alternatively, we show. We show them we care. We show them we treasure. Thats a kind of Love which can never be measured. But though that, true enough just the word Love can make one happy. Like every time our other half say those three words, without hesitating we’ll say the 3 words with a too at the end right?

So here we can say that Love is in everyone’s mouth. We show people we love by saying we love them. Thus Love draw a smile to our faces and some to our hearts. Most people link Love with Care and Miss and many more of course. So does missing and caring means we’re loving that someone? You’ll say “Duhh!” But to me No. Missing is not Love. Just because I miss someone or something doesnt mean I love it/them. Wait a minute. To tell you the truth, I have no idea what I’m blabbering about now. Seriously. I lost the motive of writing this post. I think cause I’m hungry and want to head for Sahur now. Sorry netizens, I’ll continue my Love philosophy another time. Heeh!

To end, Love makes you smile and cry. Cause when you give yourself a chance to love, means you’re making space to cry.

Cause sometimes, I cant speak when things happen. But its something either I deal with it or leave it. Read me if you must. I’m sorry cause right now I still feel uneasy and dont wanna open up. Just be happy (:

I’m the happiest person on Earth. Cause 3rd August 2009, those people who draw a smile on my face made the very day an indeed a very special one.

So here how it goes.

BabyBoy came to have lunch with me remember? Not only that he accompanied me all the way till my work end. Plus, he did something he never done before. There’s always the first time right? I had my menses and irritatingly, stain. With no other choice and alternative, BabyBoy had to get me leggings, undies and sanitary pad. Well like any other guys, buying sanitary pad is a big NO-NO. Since he have to do it, he went off nervously while I waited. Its funny how he reacted after that. But well, didnt I tell you I have the best boyfriend in the world? *wide smile. Thanks alot,darling. After work, I decided to go shopping by myself while BabyBoy had dinner with his family at Little India. I just wanted some time alone. Besides pampering myself, I took some time to think of what I’ve been through while I was 18. And Im pretty sure, I had an amazing year. I went home with a bag full of stuffs for myself. My handphone had to die when Im on my way home to meet BabyBoy. I was quite scared  if we didnt meet. Cause all I told him was 45 minutes at boots and shoes. But luckily we met. He was quite shocked to see the things and amount I spent. Headed home cause I was feeling rather lethargic and tired after a long day. While I was watching telly with my King(dad), BabyBoy suddenly text me saying that he’s hungry and wanted me to get food with him. It was about 1130. I reluctantly followed him cause he said that we’ll be home as soon as he get his food. Another weird thing was he bought a packet of milk after complaining to me he was hungry. How irritating. Not only that he didnt want me to go home. Claiming that he have things to talk to me about. Serious matter. Worst he made me walk all over my block until we settled down at path 7. I was busy replying messages and at the same time, waiting for him to open up to talk about the serious things. I was engrossed with my birthday wishes when I suddenly hear a group of people singing a birthday song. The moment I turned around and see the weirddos and my girlfriends walking towards me with a birthday cake, tears rolled down like water fall. Only to glimpse at my boyfriend smiling away showing me that he made me walked around was for this. I was speechless. But all I can say was, having tears of joy and a group of 10 closest bunch welcoming my 19th birthday was more than what I expected. I really dont know what to say but a sincere Thank You from the bottom of my heart. And as usual, eggs and flour was thrown at me. Plus the cake. I know there’s no escape for that. It became a routine for us during birthdays. We also invited cops cause we made too much noise. And luckily they are nice to only advise us to head home. We went off and I was still smiling deep down. I had to shampoo my hair for 3 times to get everything off my head. And yes, its very disgusting. I chilled with the guys talking and like always enjoying their company before I head home to bed for school the next day. I was smiling to sleep. And I’m very glad that they are a part of my life. At that moment I thought to myself, even if in this lifetime, I only had these bunch, I’m still glad. Cause having them alone, completes the whole puzzle. Thats how important they are.

The next morning. Like always, I had problem waking up. Surprisingly, BabyBoy was up first this time. Cause usually I had difficulties in waking him up although he claims to be a light-sleeper. He called and told me to get open the door. Only to find out that he bought my favourite breakfast for me. MacDonalds HotCakes with Saugage and Green Tea. I got ready quickly and met him under my block to have my breakfast. And yes, I felt like a princess. Having breakfast delivered to me at my door by my favourite boy and being fed by him was definitely a blessing. We planned to head to school only to realised its already 945. So we headed to his place to grab a short nap before heading off to school for second meeting. But no, instead a short nap we took a little bit too long. Woke up and BabyBoy told me that he needed to get stuffs in school from his friend. I was lazy to even get out off bed. But I had no choice. We went to school and BabyBoy was looking very suspicious. He told me to go to my class. And there goes again, another surprise. I’ve told you guys once, E66Q never took a class photo together even after almost 14 weeks. But I’m very glad to say, I’ve got a picture of my class during my birthday. And that was something special for me. But the best yet to come. BabyBoy gave me a bouquet of 19 roses in front of my classmates. This time, I wasnt only speechless. I was smiling from ear to ear. And all I could say was shout “Aarggh!” and gave him a big hug. A hug I never want to let go. We ate and before I went off, I thanked each and everyone of them for making this happen. Head back to his place and while waiting for Kai Xin to come we went to sleep yet again. I have a piggy boyfriend.

I didnt had any plans on how I wanted to spend the first day of being 19. Cause usually,I’ll let the day plan by itself. So we went around Town. Chilling. Joking. Had Mars Balls with Ice Cream, Starbucks. Caramel Machiatto and Cheesecake. And back home. Unfortunately, BabyBoy and I ended the day unpleasantly. Yeah we had a cold war. Though that, I still had the best birthday ever.

Million Thanks to the people that make it happen.

To Weirddos and Babygirls, Thanks for the surprise. Thanks for everything. Thanks for being a part of me. Forever I will treasure this friendship.Zahid, Sabrina, Awan, Nian, Nash, Hafiz, Linsih, Faisal, Edaya and not forgetting Yat, I’m very sure you guys are gems to me. May our friendship last. I thanked you guys sincerely. Love you.

To my classmates from all 3 classes, for everything you guys done for me and for all the fun we had, never once I regret being in a class with  you. I thanked you for making the days in school a better one cause you guys are the reason I turned up for classes everytime, though late. Thanks a lot.

To anyone who wish me via any possible communication devices, Thanks for all the wishes. I’m sorry if I’m unable to reply your wishes. But Thanks once again.

Last but not least, to the person who draw himself in my heart. Haha (:

BabyBoy, I know you went through a lot of hassle for my birthday. And instead of showing you I appreciated everything you’ve done for me, I even showed my attitude towards the end of the day to you. I’m very sorry for that. But I must say, Thanks to you I was the happiest princess not only for that day but ever since I’ve been with you, you never fail to put a smile on my face and make me giggle to myself. Yes we may have cold war and fights here and there, I maybe pushing you off the laddle while climbing to me, but deep down I know, I may not say it in words. You already captured me in your heart. No matter how many turns I made with other people, I’ll still come back to you. Cause you’re already a part of me. I love you!

Pictures will be uploaded soon.

Till here, Goodnight netizens.

About a few hours ago, I reached my workplace. And right now besides blogging and texting my Babyboy, I’m basically rotting. In another words, pay blind(direct translation for gaji buat). I’ve been really busy earning money for i dont know what. Basically occupying my time and for shopping of course. And right now I’m waiting for him to have lunch with me. Work can never be a bore with Eddy to accompany me every minute with his lousy jokes and role playing. And yes baby, hurry come. My stomach is already grumbling know…

August 3rd is the Day! *hinting something here.

Till then, Lotsa Love,

Srah

I was pampered for two days by two beautiful souls.

 Wednesday, that Boy accompanied me to do my hair before heading for his game and my meetup with Cheryl. Like usual, I was late for our meetup, again. But we did alot of catching up and shopping together. She’s the best companion to shop with I swear. Cause all the digging happens with her. Dinner on her at Fish and Co as my advanced birthday gift. Nothing much I expect from her except herself. As her presence never fails to make me smile. we chatted and joke over the littlest thing. Its funny how much I treasure this relationship. Though we both have been busy with school and work, just know I’m always here k? Someone have been busy with projects and stuffs. I’ll be waiting for the day for you to design and sew a dress for me. And thats your project for me soon. Hehe. After much shopping and getting our stuffs, we headed to Haji Lane to get my nails done. Okayy I’m addicted to manicure. Only to peel it off after a few days. Waited for the Boy to come and help me carry the things I’ve bought. Okay I have the best boyfriend cause despite the fact that he had a long and tired day after a match, he still came all the way to pick me up. Aint he sweet? Maybe not. I love  you still. Hehe. Trained back home was funny lah. Bloody silent killer! (:

Thursday. Class was as usual boring. I needed to do some catch up with Jinx who had went MIA-ed eversince the girl in his life. Nonohs uh lu. Lol. Since he owe me Bottle Tree, he decide to give me another advance birthday treat at Breeks. Yes, reminisce the moment with Yan Zhi. The innocent look we had last almost 4years. Back to track, met Jinx at about 8plus. After waiting for that bloody brother to get his ass home after soccer. We head to Cwp to have our dinner at Breeks. Where we spent almost half an hour making lame jokes about the menu. Laughing and comparing. Very funny indeed. Then we headed to Bottle Tree. Like at last. Dont know eversince when he promised me. Talked and talked and talked about everything under the sky. Its amazing how we manage to move on with our lives and take short break just to look behind to check how others are doing. Then planned to have a drink at Jalan Kayu, but we decide that we’re still pretty much full with the food and laughters in our stomach. So we chilled at Yishun Dam then off home cause that Boyfriend of mine was getting worried. Jinx next time dont forget ajak Sheila gi Yishun Mall k? keks uh lu.

Laugh the Gas away. *sniff sniff

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